Missing Chris

Chris left yesterday for Oregon and he'll be gone for 11 days. I already miss him so much lol. Maybe it's because I'm pregnant and emotional lol. I mean hello I did a 15 month deployment I can do 11 freaking days! haha I feel like I'm being a big baby. I just can't wait for him to get home! I think I'll keep myself busy with homework and getting ready for the baby. I'll also probably go and visit my parents so my mom and I can go to Yakima and visit my great aunt. The only nice thing about him being gone is I've been ablet to sleep in LOL. I don't have to hear his alarm going off every morning at 5 am. Today I slept in until 9 and that's the latest I've slept since I got pregnant! It felt nice haha. Well I think I'm going to go start reading my new book :)

So much to do!

Ahhhhhh. I feel like I have so much to do! I have a ton of homework that needs to be done and I really don't feel like doing any of it lol. Oh well what can you do? I still have a ton of stuff to do to get ready for Jaxon and I only have like 74 days left! Well heck it's even less than that because I'm being induced early. We've got a lot to get done in these last 2 months!

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I'm a little nervous to go. It's my first one that I'll have to go alone to because Chris has a class and can't come :( I'm kinda worried about Jaxon because he hasn't moved much the last 2 days. I've felt him a couple times this morning but he's usually soooo active. I'm sure everything will be okay I just need to stop freaking out! Well I better get back to my homework! Hope everyone had a great weekend!

So much going on...

Here is an ultrasound picture of Jaxon at 28 weeks. His cheeks are already so chubby! lol He is already weighing in at 3lbs. 3oz.! I can't wait for July to get here so I can meet him! I'm going to talk to my doctor at my next appointment on the 19th and see what he has to say about him already being big. Maybe he'll induce me earlier than planned. I hope so lol. Jaxon is VERY active.. especially in the morning and evening. Every time poor Chris tries to feel him kicking or moving he stops lol. He's already stubborn like his mommy! :) We need to finish up his nursery and get all his clothes washed. I think we'll be doing that over the next month.

Today has been 9 months since Carson was born. :( We miss him soooo much. I can't believe it's already been so long since we last held him. It seems like it was just yesterday! I know Carson is up in Heaven looking down on us but I just wish he could be here with us. He's going to be little Jaxon's gaurdian angel :) I love you Carson!!!

Chris is still trying to decide if he's going re-enlist or not. Right now it looks like he'll be getting out of the Army and joining the reserves. If that does happen we'll move down to Longview and he'll get a job. I'm excited but nervous about him getting out. I think it will be nice to be back in Longview but this will be a big change for us. He's been in the Army since he graduated high school so it will be an adjustment. I'm sure we'll be just fine though. I'm excited to move into a house and not have to share walls with anyone anymore lol. If he does get out we'll be moving to Longvie probably mid September.

Well I just wanted to write a quick update since I haven't been on in so long. I hope all the mommies had a great Mother's Day! Especially Tiffany :)...since it's her first one! :)